HANDCLAPS,CLAPS CLAPS.

It’s Christmas fever. I’m in a dark room. My stolen internet connection is worthless. My family is going through some stuff. I love you all but I’m just not able to give this post all the detailing that it deserves. I hope that you are too busy with your own holiday festivities to care and can just kick back and enjoy this collection of jams for the interesting mix that they are. Dive in and enjoy. I know I’ve been.

TEACH ME HOW TO USE ''EPIC'' WORD

''EPIC''. i have heard this word a lot more than you can imagine.Not everything is epic, shitheads.I do learn about these word and plus i do ask my lecturer the word ''EPIC'',and she said that ''Literary epics are tales of heroism, and are often about voyages across other epic things, such as oceans''. I don't know every literary epic out there, but I know that getting "FRONT LAWN SEATS" sure as shit.That's it, Unless it's an ocean, cosmic or heroic, it's not epic.

So when you dipshits ascribe the word "epic" to banal things like the new Tron poster (not even the entire movie, just the poster), and children's games like "duck duck goose," you cheapen the word and water it down so it just becomes a sound you make, like a grunt when you approve of something..(i dont know what the fcuk am i saying). :D

in my opinion,using words like "epic" to describe how extremely impressed you are by everything has ruined the word. If everything is epic, nothing is epic.If i was wrong,PLEASE do teach me how to use "epic" word.

PEOPLE AREN'T STUPID

Stop Being an Idiot.I hear this phrase a lot, and even recently, out of my own mouth: “Users are stupid, so we have to dumb this down to the lowest common.” Stop it. Just stop it.. (i have read this articles) and my opinion is to teach people, don’t criticize them.People aren’t stupid. Really, they’re not. It’s possible they don’t have the same experiences you do, but that doesn’t mean they’re an idiot. Writing people off, and dumbing down utility in the name of stupidity is, well, stupid. Bring people with you, and provide them tools to learn and be successful.Exercise and Education,when you exercise, you stretch yourself. You get healthy by pushing past your existing level of fitness. You don’t succeed by dumbing down your workout. You push, you learn, and you get better. We educate users the same way. We must show, explain, and gently push our users to succeed.Simple, not Stupid

And don’t misunderstand. Keep things simple. But simple doesn’t mean stupid. Simple doesn’t mean boring. And simple certainly doesn’t mean standard. It means you can figure it out, even if it takes a minimal amount of thinking.1 1What’s interesting is that making something simple is significantly more difficult than making it complicated. Simple takes thought. It takes work, and lots of it.And here’s the real truth: If you’re dumbing down people around you,because you think people won’t ‘get it,’ you’re hurting the experience .Either way, you’re keeping people from learning, and that’s just uncool.So stop thinking people are stupid. Teach them, and let them succeed,if you let them, they’ll teach you a thing or two as well. :)

Ai WAS EiN THiE THiEATHiER

put u cellphone here

Have you ever been watching a movie in a theater or sitting at your desk trying to sneak a few minutes of work,all of a sudden someone's Cell phone goes off to the tune of screaming shit and the song from JONAS BROTHER ''LOVE BUGG SHIT""?I was at a theater the other day when suddenly some asshole's cell phone went off right in the middle of the movie!Since when did everyone in the universe need to be contacted at any given moment and anywhere in the world?! You'd think that turning a HANDPHONE off during a movie would be standard procedure out of courtesy and consideration of others, but apparently some thought otherwise.

The first three interruptions weren't that bad, as they quickly turned off their phones (after fumbling for 5 minutes, looking for the damn thing).The last one, however, was a complete DIPSHIT. This chick gets a phone call in the middle of a movie.. so what does she do? She takes the call of course.Not only that, but she sits there and talks to the caller!! Right in the middle of the movie, this jackass is exchanging phone numbers, addresses, greetings..hell, they probably even had high school flash backs.

You know.. it's bad enough that these dipshits are stupid enough to bring a cell phone to a movie, but then to top it off, they have a musical ringer! Nothing says "I'm an asshole" like your cell phone going off to "Phantom of the Opera" in a theater. Man, I hate people.Thanks to technology, I can experience the raping of all my classic favorites RUINED!I'm going to go out on a limb here, but is it just me or do people with musical ringers also have obnoxious laughs?and yes im full of hate right now.

It's not like going to the theater isn't bad enough to begin with. having to watch some jackass try to impress his date in front of you is enough to make me PUKE. Now give that jackass a cell phone?. Instant asshole.At least if you're going to bring a phone to a theater, have the decency to put it on silent mode.

thank you.

Band review (Discrimination Free)

At this point you're probably scratching your head and saying "Who is Switch Style and why is Chip posting this"?Well,this is my first time doing and write something like this.i've been write a lot of thing like (people i love,people i hate,surrounding,love,hate,current issues,crapy and shitty thing etc etc),and now im goin to try something new and i apoligize for the lack of content.i hope that i can share my little tiny effort with you people.The purpose of this blog is to promote the bands and their albums/Demo/EP/stuff and of course to follow up what are they doing on the future,i mean new project,new stuffs and so on. Most of the bands/albums posted here are stuffs that I like and listen to.. I'm just sharing them to let others know about these great bands and hopefully buy their albums and merchandise. If there is one thing I appreciate, its a band who puts effort into their releases. Whether it's a demo/EP or a label release, the effort a band puts into the release shows us how dedicated they are and how much they care about what they are doing. Distressed has shown me that there's a band out there with an agenda and a message that they want to spread.''music is a good medium for us to expose and express our feeling.this is just not about the music we playing,but its all about the message that we want to deliver''.So if you like a band, then go buy their albums/demo/EP so they can continue making more music for us to enjoy.I will not be responsible for people who will sell copies of the albums/demo/EP etc.etc I have posted here. Leave me a message on my shoutbox or E-mail Me if you want your materials posted on or removed from this blog.

DISCRIMINATION FREE

Discrimination Free (DF) was formed since 2008.DF was a Hardcore/Punk band that had a good deal of success.If you are a fan of Champion, Verse, Bane, Have Heart, Defeater, More Than Life, Modern Life Is War, Ruiner, Life Long Tragedy, The Effort or The Carrier, you should try to listen to their music.

Lyrically, the band continues dealing with topics they feel strongly about including the government but the fact they included a song about racism,political issues,fascistme is something that made me happy. I have felt that racism has made its way back into the hardcore scene, whether it be joking or not, and should be addressed on a grand scale. Its nice to see the band standing up for something that I agree with..well for me,music is a good medium for us to expose and express our feeling.this is just not about the music we playing,but its all about the message that their want to deliver.And yes,the upcoming project is split demo that will be release by the end of this year.As mentioned above, DF will do a split with 28 Days Later,a band from Tawau Sabah.content with 4 song from DF and 4 song from 28 Days Later.

''Discrimination free'' song list:
-Burn the fascist flag
-stay true
-Differences are not a license
-Out go the promises

unfortunately,i havent had the track yet.

Even though my actual involvement in the hardcore/punk scene in general is very limited now and confined almost exclusively to the internet, I am still VERY grateful to be involved in it. Music is by far my #1 passion in life and I am especially passionate about hardcore music being as how it's been a part of my life for a quarter of a century now.These guys could actually play their instruments and while there are quite a few chug chug parts, there are some nice leads going over them.you should see them LIVE!awesome i have to say.

current line up
iqram (vox), Ben (gitar), Tim (gitar), Anyoi (bass) dan Along (drum)

you can check this guy on myspace.
http://www.myspace.com/discriminationxfree

14 DECEMBER 2010

happy birthday to me

Is it just me or have all 20-something-year-old's I know have fallen into a state of constantly thinking we are too old for anything fun. Staying out 'til 3am drinking and dancing doesn't sound too appealing to me, especially since I'd rather spend my weekends without a thumping hangover. I'm just too old to be drunk at a club at 3 in the morning.dipshit.for some reason i'll never drink anymore. OK OK It's probably just me.wuuuhu.

14 December! there were several moments when the conversation was typical wacky for us and I thought, "Oh, I should remember that exchange and blog it." This morning of course it is all gone. I remember no specifics. Oh, well, I do remember the conversation about people getting old which included debate about whether my memory was being affected. I admitted to loss of hearing and grey hairs, but insisted my memory was this bad when I was 23.it was a great and best birthday party i ever had,the talking , the singing , dinner and everything.it was just PERFECT!

the truth is, though, I am not too old for anything. YOU are not too old for anything. We should not be held back by those numbers, damn it! OK. I'm not too old to do a jumping / flying shot on the beach with my older sister who is also not to too old!i was born at midnight maybe.haha.Random. I bet you didn't know I was born right at the stroke of midnight. Or well, at least that's what's written on my birth certificate. My mom says the clock they used as basis might (just might) have been a few minutes advanced.

The older I got, though, the more I realized I was not as intelligent as I thought I was. Good thing I also realized it was not the only thing that mattered in the world - that there were so many things much more important than IQ! Greet Me!.My whole life, my birthday always fell at the time of the year when everyone was busy. When I t was still birthday, december was finals exams, final projects, and final reports week or preparation dipshit.The worst one was when I was a high school Freshman and nobody at school knew/remembered my birthday at all. Fail!

But here is my self indulgent birthday post for you - all I ask for is a quick a simple greet on this, my special day. Yehey! I feel so lucky to have all of you!

im a survivor!

I spent my entire life trapped in a cage.thats the first thought i had in my mind.For a most students, the first week of college is a big fat tangle of emotions. You’re excited to be out on your own, nervous about what’s coming, maybe even a little homesick.The first night in my room with a new roommate its a little awkward.

the people in general are ''pfftttt''. some of them are annoying and cliquey and behave worse than most middle-schoolers. basically, you always have to watch your back because you can't trust anyone around here. i don't feel like i'm a particularly hard person to get along with, but the bottom line is that me and most of these people just have nothing in common. they don't get me and i don't get them, period.

one of THE most horrific parts of it all is living in a dorm. it's a complete culture shock to anyone who's never lived away from home before. prior to college, i was used to having my own room and a decent amount of privacy, plus everything i needed within a comfortable reach. here, i just feel lonely and lost. the rooms are extremely dark and tiny, the bathrooms and showers are disgusting, and there is zero privacy. oh, and let's not forget the outrageous cost of all of this. for all the money, we're paying, you think we'd get better. it's basically like a long, painful camping trip that takes "roughing it" to new heights.whoaahhhhhhoahh

But college isn’t so bad. Actually, it’s pretty awesome. I’ve been here for about a week.,the one good thing i will say for college is that i have liked all my teachers thus far and gotten pretty good grades (although i sometimes don't apply myself as much as i could). my teachers have all been interesting people who are awesome at what they do and clearly care about their students. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't have one positive thing to say about this place!

IM A SURVIVOR!

midway through haircut

wuuhu.Looking at my self in the mirror, I’m not sure if I’d recognized myself. I no longer have long hair. The 9 month experiment has come to an end and while it was a bit sad to see my long hair go away, it was also time for a change. Why I decided to grow out my hair doesn’t really have that interesting of a back story. It was my nature to be lazy and one time I just didn’t get a haircut for a really long time, and before I knew it, my hair was several inches long. I had always had the idea of growing out my hair and what better chance than now. And there you have it, the reason I had long hair was because I was too lazy to get a haircut.

So several weeks ago, I had a poll up asking what people thought I should do with my hair. Most people thought I should go with a new style or go short. There were a few that told me that I looked better with long hair and it gave me character. In the end, I decided it was a time for a change and decided to go with short hair.short hair made perfect sense.

So I had no idea what style I really wanted.so here i am.

pic will upload soon. T_T

im dealing with this breed of dipshit

Everyone has their own views. Everyone has priorities, everyone has sentiments that they should be proud of. Hiding from your views devalues them. So why would a person come up with a phrase to cover up their real feelings? Well, these people are of a particular breed. You see, if a person finds out the truth about them, they’re one step closer to realizing that the person is in fact a dipshit.

I am far superior a human being to any of them, and I would like them to cater to my own tastes. In fact, I hypocritically hold the opinion that if their opinions change to suit.

我希望你慢慢死，但快点下地狱。

wtf wtf wtf

Normally I’d be too lazy to write about this, but I feel it needs a least a little explanation.

I won't lie, I was a nervous sort of kid. I didn't like fireworks, I didn't like swimming, and so on. Point is, I was scared of several things, so I started thinking. Maybe all these things I was afraid of were things I had experienced in a negative way in some previous light. As I got older, I realized that I didn't like fireworks . Woops. I didn't like swimming because I jumped in the wrong end of a pool and had to have a lifeguard drag my ass out. I wasn't scared because of past life experiences, but because of bad experiences in my current life. I pushed those things out of my head, though, until I was old enough to acknowledge that I was just being stupid and eventually quit bothering with the past life nonsense.

what the ''f'' am i writing here?????pfffttt..

Man in love

i still cant believe i post this out.what a jerk.

first of all,i would like to say thank you for all that you do. I know that many times your efforts seem to go unnoticed but I want to assure you that they are not. Many of us notice and highly value what you do on a regular basis and it would be a great loss if you were not involved in the ways that you are.

One thing I love about you is how you continue to do what you do even though the odds seem stacked against you. If one were to focus on the outward appearances, the environment for success appears dismal. All around you are the voices of negativity, dissension, distrust and anger and yet, you stay positive and encouraging through it all. Your smiles and warmth seem to offset the frowns and worries of those you encounter. I love your kindness.

I know some of the personal challenges you have had recently. Enough has gone wrong in your life that it would be very understandable if you simply threw up your hands and gave up. You have faced economic set backs that seemed to indicate that the time was just not right to push to do more. Yet, somehow, you found a way to do more with less. I love your persistence.

I also know of some of the relationship turmoil you have gone through in your life. I know the deep sadness you have felt because of promised fidelity that was breached. It is a hard thing to bear when the confidence you place in another person is betrayed. It makes me proud to see how you continue to love and to give without holding onto past hurts that would stifle the affections of the average person. I love your openness.

It is also admirable that you have not allowed your health challenges to serve as an excuse for you not doing more. Your example of trusting God in the midst of your predicament is very encouraging to all of us who have health issues that seem to weigh us down from time to time. Instead of using your health as a liability, you have turned it into a positive by valuing the simple blessings of life that so many of us take for granted. I love your hopefulness.


a million thanks to you.:)

respectfully yours

five thing i learned today

-egocentric fools (you're not the only people in the universe.)

-a person who can hide behind a stupid matchstick.from a person who obviously is,LOOK IN THE MIRROR!you're not good as u think.

-''everything i do is for the good of the people'' .screwy ,u like politicians and bosses(youre make a good stand-up comedian asshole)

-inveterate meddler(im not you,so go away!)

-priceless (o0o) wuuhuuu...

i lived out an ideal universe

eat this

I used to occupy myself with these problems – when I was sitting here,watching what was happened. I understood everything then, very clearly,that is, as far as the mind permits one to understand things. I was more pure, more disinterested, so to speak. I didn’t have to defend or uphold anything, least of all a system which I never did believe in, not even as a child. I lived out an ideal universe, all on my own. It was very simple:full of hypocricy , hatred ,cheated and lied .But,I eliminated every disturbing and restraining element. Perfect freedom. If was a vacuum and in it I exploded.

no matter how hard i try,now matter how good i understand ,but in the end,no body cares.Do you care? ''f'' o0o (nah,read between the line man,read between the line) .So the question is: does anybody in the universe care about what the heck is goin on? or do you care that she ate a mediocre sandwich? ,seriously, I don't,

what im trying to say is,wake up!nobody care,even you lovable girlfriend,.you're fucked up! no one care.we should just send them to mars.What good are they when you're stuck on this shitty planet with assholes everywhere? Everywhere I look, assholes.. I can't concentrate anymore..

I can't wait until I become a hermit. Why? Because I hate people. Everywhere I go, people are there. Loud, filthy, obnoxious people dancing and singing. I wanted to walk this weekend, but I couldn't find any without people in them , and so, once again I'm forced to watch people walk around in circles pretending to know what the hell's going on. Nobody knows,nobody cares. We're all stuck on this miserable little rock, forced to follow with the system.

people just dont want to think anymore.

respectfully yours.pfffffffttttt~

im the man of the match!

i agreed that success is one of the most important aspects of life, everyone dreams of being successful. But the funny thing about life is, you cant always get what you want. Give yourself time, time in the form of failures and success; script your winning note yourself. 'You yourself is your greatest motivator'. None but you can prevent yourself from being a success. Then why spend amazing amount of time trying to figure out 'what next'. Broaden your horizons, think differently, unleash your mind; put it to a good use man!!. Call yourself 'I am my own man of the match'.

saddest part.hardest part.

even panda has a heart.

Now im sitting all alone,while my cousin Azza (watching tv) and Nazril (had a good chat with his bestfriend).Hell,The internet is filled with so much trivial bull from such small minded people, that I felt fortunate to have stumbled upon this blog that I have started writing. Honest, truthful, and painful, it is comes from the depths of the deepest love and deepest hurt that i was gone through.

It's funny, because when I happened upon this blog it was after a huge misunderstanding, bad mood,.Sometimes, we just don't realize how good we have it until it's all gone. Appreciate your loved ones. Who knows what the future holds? I'm sure you didn't.

I haven't tasted any alcohol today, I don't know if that's good news or what, but i just cant keep off thinking about what happened last night. Was that some kind of sick joke?man,i miss her.yesterday was awesome,spending time with my girl was the best thing happened to me.and today is the bad day i guess and i know,no one give a shit.

But that's alright, i had been asleep all day, but the problem is will i be able to sleep tonight.shit happen sometime.Yes, I know this is wrong but I am not out of my mind, I have to do this, I need to escape, I need to feel numb, I need to forget.pffft

MTV JACKASS DVD SHIT MARATHON!

morons morons morons

The other day one of my friends (who is no longer has a head because I upper-cut his head off--Mortal Kombat style) came up to me and said "Hey,saya ada beli CD baru.JACKASS!mari tingu".and i was ''BLING BLING''What the hell is wrong with people?

MTV is making millions of dollars for what? For having some guy marinate himself in pig shit and running around harassing people? Turn it off. Who the hell cares, really? What people don't realize is that they're not watching jackass; they are the jackass.man is not funny. It's not cutting-edge, original or interesting. It's not rebellious or anti-censorship. What it is, shit. Plain and simple. They might as well have some guy taking a dump on TV for 24 hours a day. Hell, I'd watch that. At least then I'm not being fooled into thinking I'm watching anything more.CIVILIZATION!

I have a great idea for a new MTV show. It's called "Dumbass." The premise is simple. I'd go door-to-door where people are watching MTV and I'd just sit there and record the glazed-over expressions on their faces. Then I'd market it to all you dumbass "EXTREME SPORTS" idiots and make millions. Man, I hate people.

MAN,WHATS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?

i dont understand the sort term of terrorist thingy.man,what wrong with people?

I was wandering around aimlessly at work the other day when I saw a my dad watching a video of some war footage in Afghanistan. It was a good opportunity to be unproductive, so naturally I stood there and watched. The video was in black and white, and was shot from the point of view of the gunship as it fired explosive rounds at people. There was a little cross hair on the screen, and you could hear chatter of the pilot as he dropped the bombs.

Every time the pilot clicked the trigger button, it resulted in an explosion a few seconds later. They were literally firing thousands of rounds per minute, easily using hundreds of thousands of dollars in ammunition on people; not tanks, not turrets, not even jeeps, but people. So this gave me an idea: rather than using $100,000 worth of ammo, why don't we take $100,000, convert it to pennies, then drop the pennies on people instead? You could get 10 million pennies for $100,000, which should be able to fill at least 40 bags full of pennies. Thus we could drop bags of pennies more frequently than bombs, which could mean big savings for our military. Hell, you don't even have to drop them in bags to kill people. You could tape the pennies together 10 at a time and drop them from a height of 5,000 feet and kill damn near everything on the ground (and in a war on terrorist(terrorist??), this is exactly what you'd want to do).

Instant reparations I call it: operation penny-drop. It's the perfect way to win a war. Even the dumbest won't be bitching because after the war is over and we've killed all the terrorists, the people who are still alive can rebuild their country by picking the pennies from the skulls of the dead people. Not only will we have won the war, but we don't even have to worry about paying war reparations. It's the perfect plan because everybody wins. We kill all the evil terrorists, and give them some of our own currency to rebuild their country with. Eventually when we open the first Starbucks in their country, we won't even have to worry about currency exchange because they can use the left-over money to buy beverages, and let's face it, who could resist an ice cold frappuccino after a long war?

The military probably won't consider this idea because it's too good. Realistically, the military will probably continue to drop traditional bombs. However, it's a well-known fact that a percentage of bombs we drop every year won't detonate. When we're talking about bombs that cost over $100,000, that could add up quickly, so what can we do in case the bombs don't go off?

man,i hate people.

SEND THOSE RACIST BASTARD INTO SPACE

At first, I didn't think that wrinkled bag of shit deserved to go into space again, but now that I think about it, it's a great idea. I think more racist bastard people should be launched into space. Permanently. You see, it's a great idea because those bastard are so easily tricked! You just tell them anything, and they'll get confused all to hell, and then while they're not looking, you push them into the rocket, slam the door shut, and launch the bastards straight into the sun.

It's a simple plan. I call it by its code name: the "Get rid of all the racist bastard by launching them into the sun, because they're worthless" plan.

But of course, like all great plans, this one has its hitches. I know there are going to be some bleeding heart sissies that are going to think it's wrong to launch those kind of people into the sun. But don't worry, I've got a plan to deal with them too.

First, we hire billions of lumber jacks to take down as much of the rain forest as they can. Bonus to every team that causes the extinction of another species. Then, while all those hippies go down to protest the chopping of the trees, we fence them in and set the whole place on fire. If they complain, tough shit. They shouldn't have been so stupid to fall into our trap. whats wrong with people?!pffttt~~!

shit zombies.boooyaaa!

this is the shit zombies

I was thinking about zombies the other day, and about how much I hate them. They're always walking slow, moaning, and eating me. Well, at least they try to eat me (I don't let them). The problem with them is that they just don't know when to quit. You can shoot a hole through their chest, and blow their legs off, but they still keep coming at you. The best thing to do is to run screaming. But they'll follow you. So don't run screaming unless you're leading them into a trap.

Burning zombies isn't a good idea, as they won't die very easily and the smell is pretty bad. I suggest you dig a huge pit (I call mine the Zombie pit of hell) and lead them into a room with one entrance and one exit. After the zombies go into the room, lock the door behind them and start compacting the walls so they have no choice but to fall into the pit.

Once the zombies are in there, it's safe to go into the room to tease the zombies (they hate it when you pour batery acid on them). After you get bored teasing them, tell them that you'll let them out in half an hour. Turn off the lights and forget about them. If your friends come over, tell them that there's a surprise in the room for them. As soon as they go in, turn on the lights and start the compactor walls. Laugh. Then, stop the walls just before they fall in and say "just kidding". Then turn the walls back on for a few seconds just in case they think you really were kidding. Everyone will get a good laugh.

CHINESE CINDERELLA BOOK REVIEW

my stupid face after finish reading the book

The secret story of an unwanted daughter. To be honest, I wasn't sure I really wanted to read this one, so when I finally opened the book I was relieved to find that it is a memorable and even enjoyable story.NO REGRET!

It is a story written by a woman called Adeline Yen Mah in her fifties about her own childhood. The story is set against a background of life in Japanese occupied China and the civil war between the communists and nationalists which followed Japan's defeat at the end of the Second World War.In this story,mention to neglected and unloved children of the world - within every one there is something precious and unique. Her childhood experience brings out the importance of perseverance in life. One must persist to do one’s best when one is hopeless, to have the faith when one’s spirit is down, and to change fears into courage and strength. hell yeah!Everyone of us can be Cinderella,fak yeah!i do! i do!.

As you can see,you can see my smiling stupid face after reading this book,full of satisfaction!it was a great book.indeed!i can't describe any fucking detail about this book.it's just A.W.E.S.O.M.E.

p/s : thanks to my cousin Benazir a.k.a che che (abis kasi pinjam sy nie buku)

-reader-

ZX

MATRIX SHITTY REVOLUTION

it should be the cover of this movie

Where to start? First, the good things about this movie:

first thought -If you happen to be George Lucas, you can finally rest assured that you're no longer the only person in history to ruin an almost impossible-to-ruin sequel.

second thought-Trinity dies.

it took me literally 20 minutes to write that last paragraph because everything else about this movie was shitty, except for the special effects, which aren't as impressive as they used to be. There's something about seeing "bullet-time" special effects in stupid music videos that doesn't make it cool anymore.I just remembered how boring this movie was and it's pissing me off. its like someone sitting next to me kept getting excited and yelling at the screen "close the hatch, close the hatch!!! Don't let it get you!!!" which annoyed me!. They should have called this movie The Matrix: monkey revolution part III.

The dialogue is tacky and shitty .For example, any time a character asked the question "what do you want?" It was always answered with "the same thing you want." The pain you suffer during this movie registers somewhere between being jack-hammered in the face and having scissors jammed into your urethra.which BAD!

SHE'S A GENIUS

And this is shilla.the japanese wannabe.haha

when i told her that im goin to write something about her,and im about to put her picture on my blog,she said that ''mesti yg cantik,kalau ko kc yg buruk sy blok trus FB ko.miahaha..'',haha,.and i just wondering..''ada ka pic nie BAKASARU yg buruk??'' u tell me.haha.well,currently im sitting in front of my desk,facing my desktop,and its quite awful.and,soooo i miss my bestfriend shilla and i will talk and write something about her.by the way,i used to call her BAKASARU.I miss her,due to busy life we did not had a chance to talk and bond too much just like before. I wish i could turn back time.. the time when we are still together laughing and giving each other's advice..mmmmm so i have her as my bestfriends who is always there for me and who knows me inside out(i guess) :P

We've been bestfriends for 5 or 6 years now!we shared some stuff n story.I miss the nonsense talking, the lunch together.we laugh,yeah i love it.i was still so young at that time.so LAME.hey~she's a good singer, she had a good voice and plus she had a few song and a band call ''little vanilla'',and the song,pergghh~awesome!.i'll post their song in a short while.when i want to talk very serious and want some advice she is always there for me giving very good advices.She is the kind of person who seldom smile and i am the one who always tell her to just live life to the fullest enjoy the present because you dont know what will be tomorrow.She is the kind of girl who is very bubbly, always smile never frown.She LOVE art and music just like i do,we do shared some idea,and argue with something stupid little tiny thing,and you know shilla,you the one who always started it.hee..

And now,i am very happy that she already found the person whom she wants, she's engaged!they're both lucky and hopefully that it will last forever,she said that she will get marry next year.Two thumbs up! ahaha.

well since the start of january 2007 we did not see each other often because she is so busy with work and studies at UNIMAS sarawak.it's been 3 years now.but we will meet each other when she get back to sabah n bought some ''kek lapis''.a million thanks.you dont know how much it meant to me.hmm..i guess there is nothing permanent in this world, we got so busy with our respective life..but one thing for sure no matter how busy we are, we always finds time to update whats happening in our lives.we got cellphone for sure.haha.best of luck!

with love
-bestfriend-

AND YES THIS IS THE LOVE STORY

I'm going to to give you all my take in life.we're not alone,and people out there who think their alone,u'r not!there's is 8 planets(i ask my cousin and my friend acha about this shit), stars and galaxy’s that we are yet to explore by means other than a big ass telescope, think about it there has to be some kind of life on one of those planets or in those galaxy’s or are we really that lucky to be the only ones in this universe.

The girl I have been after for almost a month now is with me, it has taken a lot of work but she is worth it. If you are reading this you know who you are and you are amazing.And I thought about life before her, how my world used to be, what I used to be in to, what I used to think mattered. And I thought about how life would be after her. And my thoughts ran to how she made me see things from a different point of view, how I sometimes managed to see through the key hole to her galaxy the 8 planet i told u before.im such a lucky guy.

Life happened, we got different partners but we never lost contact. we spent a lot of time together and it always just felt right(event we were just talk on the cellphone).for several years we didnt meet and talk.and suddenly we meet on social website (facebook) ,and yes i would give a million thanks to mark zuckerberg who created this shit.

spending 30 minute typing about her is very worth it.well im just an human being,i have a feeling just like you do.i love her and its true.(u know who you are).

with love
<3>

SHIT HAPPENED

And again SHIT HAPPENED ,I’m not sure if it was because of me or what, for no particular reason, perhaps because I’m too kind sometimes for my own good. Or maybe it was the feeling and expressing of greatness,who knows but from the first month of this year i feel BAD.Now I was a pretty weak as a kid and prayed upon the weak like a bully but not out of hate or an overblown ego.

It’s really weird how it works but I’m a very well known person, I don’t think it’s because of any reason in particular but for some strange reason people cannot forget me, myself I see a face at a house party a few weeks later I’ve forgotten it possibly due to effects and consumption of alcohol but who knows, I cannot seem to remember anyone unless I have something to remember them by such as looks, personality, or if I spoke to them for any great length of time.

But back on path to the story I was a little fucker and every time i try to do something nice,shit happen.I believe in karma.but sometime i think its not fair for me.for all the effort n shit i try,its not fair.i deserve more better than this.i hope no one read this shit.its full of ego and selfishness,and yes!i did it.As human being
You might think my methodology is a little harsh , but for damn sure how many poor people have had to deal with this shit?. This has happened for years. fuck’em show them you have sabers made of iron.

Anyway i’m tired as fuck and have been getting my drink on with my least favorite crunkjuice (Harimau di Bawah Pokok Kelapa) but I hope this shit will help you, and or amuse you because clearly that’s what I’m here for your personal amusement,anyway ladies and gentleman,I’m out have fun crunk kids..

love you <3

Gem Of My Life.

It's so funny how much I have changed over the years as a big guy(i guess) For the better for sure. I have always enjoyed being a human. All my growing up all I ever wanted was to be an ''human'', It's so neat how things work out. Developed into loving it, treasuring it, savoring it and not being able to get enough of this shit. I love it more than I can express written here. More than I can even convey in words to another. I am at a point in my life where I am so content and feel secure in my role.MOM.

mom i love you
(to the most wonderful woman on this earth and my best, best friend)

And yes this is my mom.i know its not easy for you to grow us up.Big thanks to u mom.I really hope that ur enjoying youre self of being mom,be the part of this family is really the one i can be proud of.I love you more than I can express written here on this site.Sometimes i worry about things happening to our family.health issues and job security mostly. I just feel so blessed and when I look around at the world and even at others that I know personally I am just waiting for our trials to come. I try to replace these feelings with those of gratitude and just thankfulness, reminding myself to enjoy today and somehow just let my faith get me through what lies ahead, whatever that may be, because I surely don't know and can't change it no matter what.For better or worst,i'll always be with you mom.GOLD MEDAL for you.Deep inside my heart,i do appreciate all the thing you've done with me and to this family of course.I wish i can do something for you.I'm glad I tried this and will be sticking to it for sure. Two thumbs up.

with love
-your son-

ON THE BRIGHTSIDE

wasted my 90 minutes of my life watched ENGLAND played last night was awful.it was a disaster.well i dont give a shit anyway,now im sitting in the middle of no where.and again wasting my another 15 minute of my life blogging,listening a song.while waiting this video UP THERE appear.my godness.this shit is to slow.(F_U)

well this song really remind me of someone.and this is HAHA as u can see.it cracks me up!nice song indeed.he's a genius.

But one thing is bugging me.Don't call me an idiot for saying this, but i don't understand the line "You're only as tall as your heart will let you be" He has a broken heart and everything, and he has all that jewlery and everything. So, what does that line mean and why is the giant all rich but unhappy and the little dude is happy and small? -i jus dont get it.T_T

haha.i dont give a shit anyway,this song is awesome.and i love the drawing.two thumbs up!

INTRODUCTION

so this is me.u can laugh watching this picture.n so do i(haha).
i am award and i just sneezing as u can see.
Born in 14 december 1987
live in kundasang ranau
in the meant time i actually have a lot shit important thing to talk about.
our society,fake politic,stupid fact.n i have read and agree about the stupid term about being succes as wearing stupid tie with a thousand of rules for job of living and not having a mind of their own.which sucks
beside dat,im doin an art sometimes.im not a profesional but at least i can draw something nice in u ass.trust me u wont regret.i show u sometime.